So. I cleaned out my desk today. It kind of makes me laugh thinking about it. But whatever.

It's a long story and I don't really feel like typing the whole thing out, so we'll just say that I don't work there anymore. It's kind of funny because I think we are both on pleasant terms with each other, but we were both really angry on the inside with the other one. But it's cool. I was totally miserable there and I'm sure that showed at least a little.

So yeah.

The timing is really kind of fun though. I started at the station last night and am going in again today at 3:30, since I can. :) I love that job. Tons of fun so far...WAY better than my crappy-ass last one. And since there is no 5:30 news on Thurs, Fri, and Sat of this week because of b-ball, I will be able to go in a do some extra training. :) Yay!

I'm glad I finally get to use my degree a little. :) I'm just not an office job person. I don't like being in a office at my computer all day---not being aloud to take a break every once in a while and check my email or play a quick game (I have to work until my head explodes, I think).

Whatever. It's over. I'm not going to dwell on it, because there's is no point. I did things that made her mad just like she did things that pissed me off. It happens. It's not the last job I'll ever leave, I'm sure. So no worries. :)

Ok. Going to relax a little before going to work.

Later.

right...so I would follow the directions, but I am a dumbass and don't know how to make things bold and italic on my journal. So we'll just change it a litte...

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you (changed to ALL CAPS instead of bold)
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.
(4. I italicized and *noted* stuff that was kinda true or noteworthy)
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( Read more... )
01. I MISS SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW
02. I DON'T WATCH MUCH TV THESE DAYS
03. I love olives
04. I LOVE SLEEPING
05. I own lots of books *what do you consider lots?*
06. I WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACT LENSES
07. I love to play video games *with Harmen or Shannon, but I don't have a game station of my own*
08. I'VE TRIED MARIJUANNA
09. I'VE WATCHED PORN MOVIES
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship *what do you mean excatly by "psycho"?? :)*
12. I BELIEVE HONESTLY IS USUALLY THE BEST POLICY
13. I have acne free skin *usually now-a-days*
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I CURSE FREQUENTLY
16. I HAVE CHANGED A LOT MENTALLY OVER THE LAST YEAR
17. I HAVE A HOBBY
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing *what is an applebottom? do I have one?*
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me *pretty much everywhere, unless I leave it in my other Beijo*
20. I'M REALLY, REALLY SMART *uh...as in a member of MENSA? that would be a no, but otherwise, yes*
21. I've never broken someone's bones *i really don't know about this one*
22. I HAVE A SECRET THAT I AM ASHAMED TO REVEAL TO EVERYONE
23. I hate the rain *no way man! rain is fun!*
24. I'M PARANOID AT TIMES *isn't everyone sometimes?*
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars
26. I NEED MONEY RIGHT NOW!
27. I love Sushi *I wouldn't say love, but like definitely*
28. I TALK REALLY, REALLY FAST...SOMETIMES
29. I have fresh breath in the morning *yeah right, no one better say yes to that!*
30. I HAVE SEMI-LONG HAIR
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I HAVE AT LEAST ONE BROTHER AND/OR ONE SISTER
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I SHAVE MY LEGS(females) or face (males) on a regular basis *regular to me, anyway :)*
35. I have a twin ... of sorts *maybe...hmmmm....*
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past *once, i got nails for Prom*
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I LIKE THE WAY THAT I LOOK *i'm pretty ok with it anyway*
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months *i don't think so*
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I HAVE A LOT OF MOOD SWINGS *right now, definitely*
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent *no idea if i do or not*
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular *maybe in good ways, maybe in bad*
49. I AM CURRENTLY SINGLE
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone *sometimes, depends on who I'm talking to*
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants *when I'm not a work, maybe*
53. I LOVE TO SHOP.
54. I would rather shop than eat *HELL NO!*
55. I would classify myself as ghetto. *hahahaha*
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my Ujournal or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. *hate means i still care about stupid people.*
59. I'm a pretty good dancer *maybe?*
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington *i can't remember this *
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother * no way! my mom rocks!*
62. I HAVE A CELL PHONE
63. I BELIEVE IN GOD
64. I watch TV on a daily basis * i don't know*
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama as in theatre! *sometimes*
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I'VE REJECTED SOMEONE BEFORE
69. I CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE
70. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE
71. I want to have children in the future *i don't know...kids are scary*
72. I HAVE CHANGED A DIAPER BEFORE
73. I'VE CALLED THE COPS ON A FRIEND BEFORE
74. I BITE MY NAILS
75. I am a member of a fan club
76. I'M NOT ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING
77. I HAVE A LOT TO LEARN *it's arrogant to think you don't*
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older and/or younger
79. I AM VERY SHY AROUND MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX SOMETIMES *yeah! boys are scary!*
80. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
81. I have at least 5 away messages saved
82. I HAVE TRIED ALCOHOL BEFORE *this is me we're talking about here !*
83. I have tried drugs before *does this go along with the pot question?*
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "Family Guy" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Facebook or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I ENJOY SOME COUNTRY MUSIC
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza *compared to who else? just delivery places?*
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'M OBSESSIVE, ANAL RETENTICE, AND OFTEN A PERFECTIONIST *about certain things*
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career *hahahah...can't you just see me doing that!*
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all *i don't really think about him all that much, but you can't knock the 80's!
95. I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO ONE OR MORE MOVIES(S)*hehehehehe*
96. HALLOWEEN IS AWESOME BECAUSE YOU GET FREE CANDY! * hell yeah, bitches!*
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment *um...not really, but I'm on my way :)*

my boss is an idiot. not really. i'm sure she's very smart. she just has no common sense. treat people like you want to be treated and you won't have a problem.

i'm so f***ing tired of her extreme double standard s***.

she's driving me to drink, i tell you! lol. not really. but close.

i start a new job tonight at the station. i'm excited and a little nervous. i think it will be fun, though.

looking forward to that is the only thing that's keeping me going today, i think.

poo. just poo. i really don't like her. well, that's not true. she really is a nice person--outside of the office. i just can't stand working for her. grrrrr.

Dude!!

I just got a call from the lady at the Alzheimer's Association. They want me to come over today for a second interview!! Holy shit!

That was so fast! I only had my first interview with them on Friday!

I think I'm a little freaked because I was offered a weekend job at the top tv station here, but I don't know if I can do it and this other one. And I need to call the tv dude today. Hmmmm....

He's pretty cool, though, so I think if I explain my craziness to him he'll be cool with it.

We'll see what happens.

:)

So this is funny.

My boss got mad at me yesterday for even asking to leave early (to read the big drama, look at the entry right before this one). So I was not happy because it was just craziness!

So then today...she got back in town...came into my office at about 9:00 or so and says she has to run home for the water guy. What?! You have got to be kidding me! But no. I really wanted to say to her, "you know, i'd really rather you make these kind of appointments on your lunch break" blah blah blah.

It would have been so classic, but I probably would have gotten fired. The jury's still out as to whether that would actually be a bad thing or not.

In other news...

I went down to the tv station yesterday to check out their 5:30 and 10:00 shows. It was fun, probably more than I expected it to be. At the 5:30 I just hung out in the control room and watched, and at the 10 I went down into the studio to help the camera guy. He is way fun. So he was showing me how to focus and set the cameras and all that, and then at the end of the show...

They were at the last shot (where you roll the credits but can still see the anchors chatting at the desk) and he tells me to go put my headset down on a desk. At first I just looked at him like he was nuts because if I did what he wanted, I'd have to walk right in front of the camera. Then he said it again and waved at me like it was some sort of important event that I had that headset on the desk before the show was over. Crazy man. So I did it. I felt like a complete idiot. I just have that mentality that walking in front of an on-air camera is like walking in front of a shot gun at a shooting range. You just don't do it.

I still can't decide if he was testing me and I obviously failed for walking in front of the camera, or he was just messing with me and thought it would be funny because I had no desire whatsoever to be on camera. Who knows.

But it was fun. :)

So we'll see if anything comes from that. Who knows.

Man! These people next door are remodeling their office, and this construction is giving me a fat-ASS headache! Poo! Oh well. Only two hours till I get to go home. :D

Ok. So, I lied. I felt kind of bad too. Until just now.

I hate my boss. I mean, I really REALLY do not like her AT ALL!

Ok. So she is at her other office and gets back here tomorrow. I sent her an email this morning asking if I could go make some business calls on my cell at a coffee shop or something because there is construction next door and it's really loud. (That's not the lie part) I also asked if I could leave a little bit early today to take the dog to the vet. There's where I felt bad. I think I said that because I didn't know how to say the truth. I really am going down to the tv station to watch the broadcast and talk to them about a part-time job. I need a second job, because this crazy lady doesn't pay me enough (like she promised!). So, I felt bad about lying, until I got an email back from her.

She talks to me like I'm a moron, saying that cell phones aren't very professional and "Starbucks is just as loud and reflects little professionalism" so I should just see if I can use someone else's desk to make these calls. (which I really don't want to make anyway because I am not a freaking salesman!)

And then she goes on to talk about how I realy should be scheduling vets appointments and such during my lunch break and then she says that she "can't have the business sacrificing time for the vet." I hate her. I'm torn because I know she's my boss, but I am depending on her for my livelihood and I can't really have her using work time to go plan her f***ing wedding!!!!

She makes me soooooo crazy. I have got to get out of here or my head will explode. Seriously.

I just want to punch her or something. But of course, I'm too crazy when I get mad and I can't think straight so I can never stand up for myself like I should and say, "no, crazy! I'm just following your example!"

Yay for coffee
Yay for skiing and REALLY hurting the next day
Yay for lunch with fun people
Yay for a busy week


So, yeah. I went skiing yesterday. YAY! It was great! Well, not really because there wasn't much snow so it was kind of crappy, but that's ok because I still got a great workout and had a blast in Red Lodge! :) It's such a fun little town. Plus the ski rental place is next door to the CANDY EMPORIUM!!! Yay! All kinds of funness there!

Today I had lunch with one of my dad's old friends. He's one of the main evening anchors at a station here and it was great to be able to talk to him about the business. I'm going to watch the newscast tomorrow night and meet the peeps down there. Should be fun. May be able to swing a job out of it! :)

I have to go get my oil changed today. Normally that wouldn't be all that exciting, but I get out of work for a little while for it. :)

Man, my legs hurt. I love it. It's that good I've-been-working-theses-muscles pain. Nice.

yuck

need/want to just go home, crawl in bed, cry, cry, cry

poo

*sigh*

that's all i got. :(